Nothing.No passion,no spark，no faith,no heat.Absolutely nothing.I've really gotten past the point where I can be calling this a bad moment.And it just,it terrifies me.Jesus,this is like worse than death to me.The idea that this is the person that I'm gonna be from now on.什么感觉都没有。没有激情，没有活力，没有信仰，没有热情，什么都没有。什么时候都是这种感觉。这让我感到害怕
